Suddenly (like it always seems to happen) I am painfully aware of how good God really is, and of how available He has made all of Himself to me, through Christ. We all have this access — heaven is wide open now, in this season — but it’s like…if someone is giving you something, and you don’t really believe it’s there, you won’t actually take it. And so, you won’t have it.
All my life, I’ve had a hard time believing it’s actually there…this wonderful gift of all that He is. And now that is changing. Now, in this time, I am waking up. It has come at a crazy high price, but it has now come for real, and I am never letting it go.
